I'm so tired today. Evy's been waking up at 3am for the past few nights and it's killing me. Normally, I don't think it would be such an issue, but 3am is so close to my normal time to wake up that I find I'm unable to fall asleep fully again before I have to get ready for work at 5am. So I feel like I've woken up at 3am for awhile. I'm just kicking myself for not following my instincts - in regards to needing to wake Evy up to nurse. If I'd never started doing that she could very well still be sleeping straight through the night. But no, I listened to the lactation consultant when I should have listened to myself. Lesson learned. My plan, to get her on a better night time feeding schedule, is to wake her up at around midnight or 1am - that way I have a good 4 or 5 hours to sleep before having to get back up. Let's cross our fingers that it works.